Things have been going really well for me lately. These past few days I have been so mellow and content. Everything feels in it’s place I guess, I’m not sad or happy, just content. It’s all ok. I’m not really worried about anything, except getting my grades up before break.
I hope your days have well too :]
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Today I woke up at 10:22 with my cat lying on my stomach and my mother vacuuming. I checked my phone, had a text from lindsey. Then my mom came in and said that she needed help cleaning the house so I got up and made some breakfast, Malt-O-Meal(with sugar, butter, peanut butter, and vanilla), ever had it? Amazing. Lindsey told me she put that stuff in her oatmeal so I thought hey! I’ll put it in my Malt-O-Meal.
Then I took a shower and got ready while my grandparents came over. My mom, grandma, and I went on Christmas Home Tours today. Five houses we got to see decorated beautifully for Christmas. One of which was a loft in downtown. It was completely redone and the ceiling were sooooo high with gorgeous crown molding and everything was so open the kitchen, dining room, living room, and bedroom were all in one ginormous area, separated my furniture.
Then we went and had tea and cookies at the theater guild. My mom thought the almond tea was so delish, she got the recipe to make for Christmas.
We came home and had Smoked pork, green beans and bacon, mashed potatoes, and bread.
Now I’m on here, and thats been my day.
I figured you did. It’s just so- so- it feels near impossible. it’s been 5 months. i should atleast stop feeling anger/jealousy/sadness at seeing him around other girls. i’m sorry you’re hurting <3
Oh hunny, I completely understand. It’s been about that long for me as well. Was he your first love?
Yes, he
is.was. is/was. I wasn’t comfortable with that for the longest time, but I’ve come to accept it. I just- he was my best friend, i feel like a lost my better half. and to top things, he’s become this obnoxious, insincere person who’s personality i can barely recognize. so why can’t i just kick him out of my life? i don’t know. what about you? was he?
I think our situations are very similar. Yeah, this boy was my very very best friend. And I think loves like that are hard because it’s one thing to have a boyfriend and then have your girlfriends. But to have a boyfriend that is your absolute best friend that you spend all your time with is so much different. I only had one other friend that was a girl, pretty much. So yes I completely understand how hard it can be. Plus, he is three years older than me so while he is off in a college setting being able to grow up, I’m still in high school. How long did you date you boy? What’s your story? I dont mean to be nosy, but I feel like talking about things to new people helps me so I think maybe it’d help you too :)
Breathe in 1, 2, 3.. and out 1, 2, 3.. Everything is going to be O.K. You have a nice family and parents that love you. You’re not the most gorgeous thing but not hideous either. You can’t keep comparing yourself to other girls he talks to.
You guys are in different spectrums. Having new friends is ok… When he kisses other girls… That’s ok, too. Stop beating yourself up and move on.asklgjalsdgjk understanding. wish it was that simple.
Me too. I actually wrote that to myself. And I keep rereading it over and over. It’s not clicking.
I figured you did. It’s just so- so- it feels near impossible. it’s been 5 months. i should atleast stop feeling anger/jealousy/sadness at seeing him around other girls. i’m sorry you’re hurting <3
Oh hunny, I completely understand. It’s been about that long for me as well. Was he your first love?
